Hello. As you can tell by the title I haven't been doing too well lately. I recently stopped taking my medication as it has stopped working for me. I do have an appointment with my psychiatrist to try and get new medication. TW FOR NEXT SENTENCES! I recently relapsed with self harm, so that was tough. I'm trying to stay clean, but as to my living conditions are not ideal (cough cough my parents) I can't really promise anyone, even my friends, that I'll stay clean for the remaining 6 months of my life until I turn 18 and am able to move out. Anyways. I recently asked my parents if they would drive me to the ER, and I needed to go inpatient because 1, the self harm, and 2, having suicidal thoughts. My step mom seemed to care but my dad denied me going, so I kind of have to just...wait and try not to die, I guess. Sigh. I really can't do much but try and stay positive, which is really hard to do. Anyways, I hope whoever is reading this is doing better than me. Stay safe oomfs, I love you